It’s the last day today. My so-called break. This one week has been rather relaxing… a somewhat therapeutic period for my poor, overly stressed soul and heavily loaded mind. So much so that I dread going back to the hectic routine in Klang. Sigh. Plus, this will be our final posting in HTAR Klang. I’ll be doing General Medicine, while Jel on Surgery. I loved Paediatrics and Surgery, thought they are interesting. Medicine is interesting too - and mind bogging. It’s just like an ocean stretched out in front of you. You’d either drown in it or swim real hard and long to finally reach land. And nobody can do anything to save you. Only you can help yourself. Basically you see more and more horizons, its ends are just too faraway. I never did see the ends of this vast ocean. That’s why it scares me. I feel like I’m gonna die drowning this time.

Then there’s the end-of-posting exam 2 months later, followed by 2 weeks’ worth of study break for us to prepare for the GRAND FINALS. *gulp* I know I’m being a whiny here, but I’m gonna miss home a lot, Mom’s cooking, relaxing afternoons and my daily full 8-hour sleep. May not get to blog as much. But I think I can afford an occasional post I’d try my best to be optimistic. It won’t be that bad if I look at the bright side right? Hehe. Sometimes, growing up is indeed a huge battle for me. And usually, I haven’t got a choice but to let God take charge - mould me, strengthen me, and surprise me. Till here then… take care, you guys!