I never knew that the purest of pain is emotional pain. No painkillers in this world can offer a remedy. No words or actions from friends that meant well can offer comfort. And sometimes, you cannot even confidently say that you’ll ever be the same again. There is a desperate desire to heal because the pain is… just too much to bear. Worse than a lost limb or death itself.

Like a newborn gasping for the breath of life, I’m struggling to breathe hoping that one day, this pain will not be part of me.

For those of you who’ve helped and prayed for me… thank you so much. I’ll take my time to heal.

For the meantime, excuse me for a while. I’ll be back smiling, and blogging - once it hurts no more. See ya… :)

PS: I’m sorry, Jel. Keep our blog running till I return… thanx! ;)